October
Synopsis:
Varun Dhawan is just staring blankly at a very ugly houseplant on a hospital windowsill while crying quietly and honestly it breaks your heart completely because you didn't expect this kind of heavy emotional damage from a mainstream drama. Look, let's back up a second because October isn't your usual loud masala film packed with massive dance numbers and flying cars, which honestly makes it stand out so much among recent Bollywood releases that rely entirely on cheap gimmicks. We meet Danish, who everyone calls Dan, and he's just this super irritating, lazy hotel management trainee working at a five-star luxury joint in Delhi with a bunch of other stressed-out kids complaining about dirty linen and difficult guests all day long. Banita Sandhu plays Shiuli, who works right alongside him in the exact same hotel trainee batch, and she's super quiet, keeps to herself, and literally doesn't even speak to Dan for the first chunk of the runtime, which makes what happens next so messed up. They are all just rushing around carrying trays and dealing with VIPs and wearing these exact same beige uniforms that look like they haven't been ironed in days, and Dan is mostly just annoyed about his shift hours and fighting with his boss about his department placements.
And then boom, during a casual rooftop party where everyone's drinking and hanging out after a long shift, Shiuli accidentally falls off the edge of the building and drops three stories down into a dark concrete pit. Stuff happens super fast and she ends up in a terrible, vegetative state in the hospital with tubes running everywhere, and honestly, the sheer panic of her poor mother Vidya, played by Gitanjali Rao, walking into that emergency room just makes your stomach turn. Hindi movies usually love a quick miraculous recovery, but Shoojit Sircar directs this thing with such a painfully slow, realistic pace that you can feel the absolute exhaustion radiating off the hospital walls and the fluorescent lighting. Dan just randomly shows up at the hospital one day, and then he keeps coming back, and he keeps coming back every single day, neglecting his hotel job entirely until he gets fired for screaming at his manager about a schedule conflict.
Honestly, the way Dan just drops his entire life to sit by the bed of a girl he barely even spoke to before her accident is either the most romantic thing ever filmed or deeply unhinged obsessive behavior, but Varun Dhawan plays it with such awkward, messy sincerity that you just go with it. He doesn't have a grand master plan or anything, he's just obsessed with asking the doctors one single question: where is Shiuli? We hit the interval block right around the time Dan gets booted from the hotel and fully commits to being a hospital fixture, and honestly, there isn't a single random item number or desert dance sequence here to break up the tension, which is wild for Bollywood movies in general. Instead, you just get endless scenes of Dan sleeping on hard hospital chairs, fighting with Shiuli's siblings who think he's weird, and bringing fresh flowers every single day because he overheard her mention them once before she fell.
Look at the way Gitanjali Rao acts in this movie, because her portrayal of a broken, exhausted mother who has to watch her daughter waste away in a hospital bed while this random rude intern brings marigolds every morning is just a masterclass in subtlety without using any fancy melodramatic tricks. Vidya starts relying on Dan because he's literally the only person besides her who treats Shiuli like a living human being rather than a medical medical chart, and their weird friendship forms the emotional core of all these contemporary Hindi films trying to do something different. Dan's family thinks he's completely losing his mind and failing his career, but he doesn't care, and he moves Vidya and Shiuli into a smaller rented house when the hospital stay gets too expensive, taking on the heavy burden of sponge-bathing her, feeding her, and wiping her face every single day.
The pacing gets so slow that you can practically hear the clock ticking on the wall, and honestly, the background sound design features these annoying, repetitive honking traffic noises from outside the Delhi windows that drive you crazy in the best possible way. Shiuli eventually gets a minor lung infection and has to go back to the hospital, and Dan is right there by her side, holding her hand, waiting for any tiny sign of life while the doctors tell them both that recovery is basically impossible. And then the absolute gut-punch happens in the most quiet, unceremonious way possible when Shiuli finally wakes up just enough to whisper her final words to Vidya before passing away quietly in her sleep. Dan isn't even in the room when she breathes her last breath, and when he finds out, he just breaks down completely in a way that feels totally raw and ugly and unpolished. The film ends with Dan walking back to that same ugly houseplant he stared at in the beginning, gently touching its leaves, and standing there alone in the sunlight.
The sound of a ceiling fan clicking once per rotation drove me slightly mad during the first twenty minutes of October, long before Dan and Shiuli ever shared a meaningful frame on screen together. It is a small thing, probably accidental, picked up by the boom mic in some cramped South Delhi apartment where five hotel management trainees share a kitchen and complain about shift rosters. Hindi movies rarely let you sit with ambient noise like that without a synth chord creeping in to tell you how to feel, so the fan caught me off guard. You hear the hum of a refrigerator. You hear traffic from the ring road blurring past concrete flyovers that look perpetually unfinished. Shoojit Sircar directs like he is allergic to dramatic punctuation, stripping away the usual signposts that tell an audience when a scene is supposed to matter.
Most Bollywood movies about illness or tragic accidents use the hospital bed as a staging ground for grand moral speeches and tear-stained monologues under fluorescent lights. Here, the hospital is mostly sterile corridors, beige linoleum, and the quiet, heavy boredom of people waiting around because there is nothing else to do. Dan works in the kitchen of a five-star hotel, chopping herbs and dealing with abusive sous-chefs until a freak fall from a third-floor balcony puts Shiuli in a coma. He is not a romantic hero by any stretch of the imagination, and the screenplay by Juhi Chaturvedi refuses to soften his rough edges or explain his sudden obsession with visiting a comatose colleague he barely spoke to. His friends think he is losing his mind. His managers want him back on the dessert station. Dan just shows up, day after day, sleeping on benches, smelling of marigolds, annoying everyone with his absolute lack of a plan.
Varun Dhawan plays Dan with a posture that makes you want to shove him upright, shoulders permanently slumped inside oversized t-shirts that look like he bought them at a petrol station kiosk. He drops lines with a flat, stubborn irritation that avoids all the usual traps of cinematic grief, never once giving you that big, soaring moment where the actor transforms into a vessel of pure pain. If I'm honest, there are stretches in the middle where his blankness threatens to swallow the film whole, leaving nothing for the camera to grab onto except a very tall, very awkward young man staring at a heart monitor. Banita Sandhu spends most of her screen time horizontal and unresponsive, which sounds like an easy gig until you realize how much weight is being placed on the exact angle of her chin or the flicker of an eyelash under ICU lights. Gitanjali Rao anchors the whole emotional apparatus as Shiuli's mother, managing to convey a woman whose life has been neatly severed in half without ever raising her voice above a tired sigh.
Avik Mukhopadhyay’s cinematography is so restrained it almost hurts, shooting interiors with a dull, institutional gray that makes you reach for your own eyes. There are no golden-hour flashbacks to explain the interior lives of these people, no swelling strings when Dan brings a plastic bag full of tuberoses into the ward. The soundtrack relies heavily on silence and the occasional stray sound effect rather than standard-issue emotional cueing, though a recurring piano theme does start to wear out its welcome around the fifth repetition. It feels closer to the detached observation style of Abbas Kiarostami than anything coming out of the commercial Hindi film industry, which is probably why it baffled so many opening-weekend audiences who expected a standard romance with a twist.
People kept talking about this as a love story when it came out, but that word implies a mutual recognition that never actually takes place between these two characters. Dan does not love Shiuli in any recognizable emotional sense, and she certainly does not love him back, because she is barely conscious for ninety percent of the running time and permanently altered for the rest. It is about caretaking as an accidental vocation, the way responsibility sometimes fastens onto a person like a barnacle without their permission or understanding. When Dan talks about jasmine trees and falling leaves, he is not offering poetry. He is just trying to make sense of a biological process that stopped making sense the moment a young woman stepped too close to a crumbling ledge.
There is a specific kind of cruelty in the way the film handles recovery, refusing to grant anyone the grace of a miraculous bounce-back or a neat, satisfying philosophical takeaway. Shiuli comes home, but she is not the same person who went out on that balcony, and Dan is not the same sullen kitchen hand who used to complain about broken blenders. The hotel lobby still smells like bleach and expensive room spray. The other trainees have all moved on to better jobs in Goa or Dubai, leaving Dan alone with his trees and his strange, unshakeable loyalty to a ghost who is still breathing. It stays with you because it refuses to explain itself, ending not with a crescendo, but with the sound of leaves scraping across pavement in the dark.